Thread:Shiny9875/@comment-24779582-20150527095747/@comment-25223057-20150529162854

Wow 0_0 and... ever since 2012, when I had started going to wikia, I nowadays feel so bad for myself cuz way back then I used to act like an annoying dick and really mess up at times then I wouldn't even know why. I would get kicked out of so many pokemon chats until the point when people started saying "GO KILL YOURSELF CHARIZARD125, YOU SUCK!" and stuff like that. I would be so depressed and until the point when I finally said in July 2013 "this is it! I am never coming to xat, ever, again! EVER!". Also, that wasn't the only problem, sometimes, I would randomly start raging cuz I'd start getting mad or frustrated, but raging is a rule on some chats (like Zephyr at present). I just really, really didn't understand, and I had to learn how to be kind and act mature. In which I struggled to even, follow the rules, and stop when said. Please do not call me stupid or dumb, or a dumbass. If you'd like to know more, we can chat in private. I used to get bullied, but I did have some friends.

As far as I can remember, as well, there was this one girl, that would never leave me alone, but I did try to ignore her and tell owners and mods to please ban her. But she'd constantly PC me these frightening threats like "You'd better scam Gecko for me or else I might come find you and kill you!". I tried to ignore them, and she'd also tell me to go scam my friends and steal their PTD account, in which I really didn't even want to. Then she'd start yelling like "HELLO! ANSWER PLEASE!", and she even tried to get me BANNED from some chats by telling me to go scam some random people of their powers, but did I even want to? No! I remember that I did inform my friends, owners, and mods about this bitch, they tried banning her, zapping her (one owner possessed zap power, Gecko did, I remember), and even trying to tell her to stop bothering me. Back then, I was too afraid to deal with this bitch myself... and she would never leave me alone! She even tried to scam my PTD once, and steal some of the powers I once possessed as said in the story above.

I mostly didn't even want to listen to her, and the best thing I ever tried was getting my friends to go shoo her off, or trying to ignore her. I had some friends, that really cared about me, but back then, it seemed as if I didn't even care about the rules, and how to appropriately act, but now, that somehow seems a lot easier than how it was for me a couple of years back. I even earned myself as an admin on PTD wiki last October! I stopped going on wikia and xat, I took a break... and I did hear about the vandal jerk when I had just came back here about a week ago. I noticed that he had spammed one side of my message wall, and probably my profile as well! Seriously? Who deleted the stuff on my profile that say like your bday and gender?! I think that vandal bitch did -_- well anyway, I don't have to worry now about him now. Thanks for being very helpful and noticing all the vandalizing that guy had done! I deleted his post that was a shit ton of spam on my message wall -.-.

Well, sometime in the near future, I might, just might, return to xat. Most pokemon chats from many years in the past, at present, had died, or had been abandoned. From what had happened in summer 2013... I just, really wish I could possess powers ever again, but Idk if people could even trust me to not end up falling for a stupid scam. Drago, I am a lot more aware of my actions nowadays, and I am not very aware with precise right and wrong. I traced back in the past and I remembered that some people in fact had told me to seek reassurance with friends before falling for or denying a scam.

-David :D aka SHINY CHARIZARD-       P.S. OLD BUDDIE :oP What was precisely accessable via your website link 0_0 xD I think I know :oP